Showing less is the best way

To show yourself less and less does't mean you are giving up. Some people love to show up to gain popularity or to attract people's attention. I was once there. I wish everyone around me knew who i was. It was before. It was when i felt the world was mine. It was when i thought that i was the most important person alive. But it has changed now. Showing less and less of myself is what i'm doing everyday, now and onwards.Why? I was asking myself the same question too. In fact, the question is killing me day and night, night and day. I lost all life expectations, dreams and ambitions. I looked too high to the sky that i forgot that the earth was where i belonged. An invisible guy is all what i need to be now, at least for the time being, till i 'come back' to the earth again and admit the fact that God loves me.