My unanswered prayers

Prayers are the ultimate effort somebody put to make something happen the way he wants. Prayers involve hope, patience and faith. We hope that our prayers are answered. We hope that we are given enough patience before a wish to be granted. We hope that faith is always with us so that we never give up on praying to the One for helping some miracles to happen. However, some prayers are not answered or maybe, they are not really well-answered. They were mine. Those unanswered prayers were unfortunately mine. This turns those hopes, patience and faith into frustration, despair and solemness. What was happening to the world? I kept asking myself. I was lost in my own world. I played myself hide and seek, and i simply had no idea where i had been hiding. Missing parts of me were more and more. Was this the time? Was this just the right time for things to go wrong? At last i found out that nothing actually happened to the planet. Nothing and nothing ever happened to the world around me. I was just being tested. Is this the most positive thing i can think now? If it really is, then my life is really going through a half-breaking bridge. You can fall anytime, Halu! Anytime God wants. Say the prayer, Halu! Say it. You are dying. Say the prayer!!! Even you know your prayers would never, would never once, be answered. The End.