Let it be, don't let it go

Despite all the troubles, mishaps and ordeals i went through all these months, i am still here, being alive under god's blessings. Yes, i do give up but my definition of giving up is letting it be and not letting it go. Those are two different ideas. When you let it go, you are a real restless person. In fact, maybe you can be called useless, impatient and ungrateful. Both sound and are negative qualities that you should, never ever in your life, not even once, own. I don't know what really drives me to write a new post today in my newly born blog. But it was good. It was good that i keep in touch again with my blog. Something that i at first was very excited to write. But it seems that lately, i've very busy and lazy. Aww... not good. I admit that i'm tired. But i'm just unsure what i am tired of and from. It can be anything. There are some pieces of memories i collect this year. Maybe those memories have made me tired. I think that "tired" is a quick description of something. So, people are spontaneous when they say that adjective. It's just a simple thought anyway. Gonna stop now. Maybe will continue later in my next post, which i'm not sure when it's gonna be. It even can be as early as today. Whatever it is, God know better. Always and always.