Somebody to wait for you, to hear your voice.

Have you ever had somebody who missed your presence? I had! :) Sometimes we do not realize that there are some people waiting to hear our voice and see our face, for one more time. Have you ever been in a room filled with love and care? I had! :) Yes, it sounded a little bit overexcited but it was just the way i liked to express my feelings now. Today, i was meeting these people who waited my presence, without me ever knowing it. Haha.. Yes, it was often i overlooked these people who actually appreciated me more than i ever thought. How could i tell? Yes, that was one good question. And my answer would go, i just knew. You would feel it when you could sense the air of appreciation, happiness and love. Yes, i was proudly surrounded by them, those feelings. It was good. It was so good in fact. It was very rare that we could really relax and smile and joke around the way we always wanted. I felt secure, comfortable and peaceful. At least i could smile for a little while to heal the wound i suffered inside. This is why people say ups and downs are normal momentum to experience. Yes, i do and always agree on that. Dear people who showered me with love today, you will be always in my prayers. May God have some mercy on you when facing difficult moments. Before i end, i really need to state that I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

Let it be, don't let it go

Despite all the troubles, mishaps and ordeals i went through all these months, i am still here, being alive under god's blessings. Yes, i do give up but my definition of giving up is letting it be and not letting it go. Those are two different ideas. When you let it go, you are a real restless person. In fact, maybe you can be called useless, impatient and ungrateful. Both sound and are negative qualities that you should, never ever in your life, not even once, own. I don't know what really drives me to write a new post today in my newly born blog. But it was good. It was good that i keep in touch again with my blog. Something that i at first was very excited to write. But it seems that lately, i've very busy and lazy. Aww... not good. I admit that i'm tired. But i'm just unsure what i am tired of and from. It can be anything. There are some pieces of memories i collect this year. Maybe those memories have made me tired. I think that "tired" is a quick description of something. So, people are spontaneous when they say that adjective. It's just a simple thought anyway. Gonna stop now. Maybe will continue later in my next post, which i'm not sure when it's gonna be. It even can be as early as today. Whatever it is, God know better. Always and always.